what if people said exactly what was on their mind?
Ive recently figured out what my biggest weakness is: i wont say whats on my mind if i feel it will cause some type of disappointment/anger to someone who is close, i don't want to hurt them. Let alone display an emotion other than bliss which i realize is ridiculous because nobody is happy 24/7 , i just want to be there for others but whose there for me? (not to sound selfish or anything but really) Lately its been biting me in the ass BIG TIME.

i wish people could say exactly what was on their mind instead of having their guards up, I'm here to listen if you want to talk, I'm here to talk if you want to listen.
i want to talk i want to listen there is so much going on in my head that i need to say and so much i need to hear so i can clear it all up and just know instead of guessing. But of course guessing never seems appropriate, so i refuse to even acknowledge thhhhaaaat.

ANOTHER NOTE:
im not pregnant, im not dropping out because of that reason. Ive fucked up this year and i know im ready for what the future has to bring so bring it on. As for QCHS the staff FUCCCKKK YOUUU you're full of shit.
THANKS.

constant thoughts are
a muddled up mess of confusion, I'm sick of mind fucking.