It hurts to be underestimated by someone close, but at the same time you have to be questioning how close you truly are. Between my mother and I are guards that have been built up over the years due to aboundant reasons. Now all we have left are these false identies brought to life for show, for each other. All her aspects seem perfect where mine appear to fall short. These guards were put up in hopes of not disapointing one another and we don't even realize, and we tend to blame the other person for their lack of understanding.
Tonight this whole reality of my parents(mother in particular)not realizing who they raised set in. As we were talking, I couldn't help but turn away and cry. God, if only they knew, and one day I hope they will.
"I'm independent and determined, I know what I want."
still waiting for that physcial manifestation of my destiny,
COME ON LAW OF ATTRACTION!
now would be an appropriate time to bring me my shit,please.
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