Life has been moving so quickly.  Seizing the day has become an abundant ritual for the majority including myself, because reality is at its most real.  Its the time where Ive been having to look at my future even though sometimes I don't have the least bit of desire to. Sure in my life I've had responsibility but none in which I was completely held reliable, because at this point in my life its impossible not to be dependent even though i so long not to be ( which nobody is until they are entirely on their own).  The weekends are the times of rejuvenation, to let my mind free of cares.. but coming back is potent to growth, some people cannot find that happy medium which i am so happy i do have.  Because i would not want to know a world in which i had no sense of maturity or i did not know how to let go and have a good time.