Ive hit this blah stage everything has no flavor, its tasteless. I hope it gets better or if it takes some more getting worse to make it better than so be it just as long as i have something to strive for and know it will still be there by the time i reach it. There are things that i want to accomplish that have been put on hold for too long now and due to that I've never felt so off track in my life. Ignorance toward this feeling would be a great relief, but that's a ridiculous thought because ideally i do want truth.